missin’ writing. :)
i haven’t been writing the past years and i miss it. a lot of things changed now. i’ve been through a LOT. i really don’t know if i love the old me better or this me today is the person i’m supposed to be, and in that case, i gotta love myself. really. i’m at a loss for words. haha.
all i know is that God is good and He has been good to me all along. i just wanna live for Him. No compromise. Become a better person. Better than I’ve ever been. The best days are yet to come and everything’s just goin’ to fall in their right places. all i know is i have to be patient and learn to wait. and learn to guard my self, my heart.
i’m still alive and for sure, i still have every reason to live. i have a purpose.
I miss the guy who
- texts me all day long like crazy
- waits to see me online
- brings me flowers
- watches movies i like
- listens to the songs i like
- composes songs and poetries for me
- drives me around the city
- writes me a letter
- sings songs to me over the phone or online
- asks sooo many questions just to know me better
- does everything to make me fall in love with him
Too bad he’s gone. He’s got a girlfriend. I promised to love him though no matter what.
Stuck
It’s been a long time already. Situation’s still the same. I feel like I’m the only one who’s into this. For how long will i feel this way? Like i’m left there out in the open.
He said he loves me. But he isn’t there when i need him, when i need to hear that he does, when i need to see that he does, when i need to feel that he does. it’s like there’s something different. Like his heart changed. like he settled for “okay”.
I wish there are perfect words to describe this state. All i know is i won’t settle for anything less than God’s best. Whatever happens, happens. I gave out my best. It’s up to him to see my worth.
Staying in love. Sometimes, staying in love is one of the hardest things to do. Especially when you’ve been a couple for a really long time now. Sometimes, the “spark” doesn’t stay that long. It just goes away. What do we mean by “staying” in love? It’s when two people still love each other like it’s their first day as lovers. This is the secret of long-term couples. Those whom we can say that they’ll grow old together. These are the people who know when to swallow their pride for the one they love. Staying in love is one thing that you should protect, because once it starts to fade, it’s hard to bring the sparks back.
exactly. people tend to blame God for all the messed up things in their lives but they tend to forget Him on their happy days. tsk tsk
Girls love surprises. No matter how little or big that surprise it. We just love it. It makes our heart weak to receive an unexpected gift from the guy we love. We love it when you show crazy efforts for us. We love it when you do things just to show you love us. It’s a plus factor when guys do simple things that can make a girl smile in an instant.
:”>
What I don’t understand is how boys cannot understand this. LOLJK
weeee. reminds me so much of pordy. <3
better together - jack johnson ♥
yeah, sure, i can still do stuff even if you’re not with me. BUT all of those stuff would be happier and awesomer and a lot better if you’re there too. :”)
exactly. <3
